My life

[obmit1028]

You know that feeling you get when you have something that you really don't deserve, and you take it for granted? Or, when you find out that you're basically a selfish bastard who cares nothing for anyone but himself? How about when someone accuses you of lying to them about something of the utmost importance, when you were honest the whole time?

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[pannabear24]

I love you. I always have and I always will. There has not been one day since December 22, 2001 that I have not been totally and completely in love with you. I've spent my life, since that day, devoted to you and your happiness. Even to the point where I was willing to give up my only source of happiness, you, to another woman because I thought it was what you needed/wanted, and what would make you better and happier. I'm at a standstill and I don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt you, but is killing myself the answer. Am I just supposed to wait around and let life pass me by in the meantime? And what if I do? What happens if at the end of this you find yourself and you find someone else that suits that person better? Then what happens to me? Where do I end up? And what about all that life that passed me by while I was waiting on you? I can't rewind and get it back. It's gone. You have to do what you have to do, but in turn that means that I have to do what I have to do. If our love is strong enough, as strong as