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[oboeteiru]

I'm just wondering when I'll die...

I'm not suicidal or anything, I'm trying not be suicidal anymore, but it's just how I think.. x_x;

Comments

[siende]

You really die when you find yourself with nothing to make you happy.

http://www.deathclock.com
i think that'll answer it if i didn't.

[oboeteiru]

I will die on Saturday, May 21, 2050.

ugh, now that's an encouragement x_x;

[nigaiamaihime]

Awww are you okay sweety? (It`s me Jen, I submitted art to you...remember?...) ;_; I hope you feel better...I added you to my friends on LJ if thats allright.

[oboeteiru]

oh hey there. Ahh.. I guess Im fine ^^, Thank you for asking ^^ *adds Jen*

[sarj_hoshino]

We all wonder when we're gonna die; it's normal. ^_^

Me, maybe in six days.

[oboeteiru]

what happens in six days?

[anonymous]

awww dont think that honey. You should look on the good side of life and when it comes, it's gonna come. Just live, dont think, and feel <3 I hope you wont have suicidal thoughts or anything. *hugs* Luv you

Yumi~

[kogoroshi]

I know how it is. You can wait eagerly for your death without actually wanting to kill yourself. It's somewhere between depression and being okay. It's sort of the state of indifference, where living doesn't make a difference, but neither does dying. I remember that in my sophmore year, I woke up every morning thinking "I feel like dying today."

I hope you overcome this apathy soon, but being apathetic isn't all that bad of a way to be...at least you don't get hurt by things as easily.