i can't believe i found this online....

In modern America, you're better dead than overfed. Look at us poor whales beached by the tides of fashion. All we ask is a simple drug to make our problems go away. Let us diet with dignity.

www.gettingit.com is i weird website...

( speed freek )

so since i can't sleep i'm gonna update my LJ about how i've been lately.... unless i get bored with it. soooo i think i'm gonna start with LAST thursday- a whole week in one entry!! soo much has happened, or not happened really...
last thursday: well i tried really hard to look nice for school and then when i got home, as you might have caught ( Read more... )

this sucks. fell asleep at like 6 on the couch, woke up at 745 and got in bed.... now its 1240 and i can't go back to sleep. its gonna be a loooooong day... plus, failed a government test on the 16th and i'm gonna fail another one in about 8 hours.. goodie

well it is officially st. patrick's day. i can't sleep... don't know how i feel about that. i've noticed i feel either strangely blank or intensely depressed.... few random excitements lasting mere seconds amidst the day. i can only focus on one thing... searching for something to distract me from the pain in my heart. i obsess over rediculous ( Read more... )

so ya um... these thoughts... they suck.. and there is only one way to get rid of them... but i'm scared... yes, scared... but i'm gonna work up the courage to kick these nasty thoughts...

i'm really gonna do it this time.

i swear

BeautyQueen860: i would go straightedge for a guy in a heartbeat
Love Kills 434: me 2

that's a big deal for me... i dunno about ash... but ME giving everything up for a GUY!!! that's HUGE

just my current thought

i was wild before i met you
i was beautiful when i was with you
now i'm so lost and lonely without you

i'd update about this weekend, but i'm not in the mood.... i just need someone to tell me i'm beautiful and care about me... and i know i'm not going to find that here

i hate feeling so alone!!

( this is why i feel this way )

last night was amazing in deed. i don't have time to fully update on it right now, bcuz ashley is coming over and we're gonna make awesome tshirts for school.

alex fast fan club?? co-founder?? still in debate... we might just have to revoke that idea due to boys SUCKING so damn much... we'll see

damn i'm such a drama queen... i hope today is exciting...

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