rox: i'm mental.
jon: no, you're beautiful

best friends are put on the planet
to give you a new reason to smile every day
♥

we share a sadness.
a split screen sadness.

i'm writing you to catch you up on places i've been
you held this letter probably got excited,
but there's nothing else inside it

didn't have a camera by my side this time
hopping I would see the world with both my eyes
maybe I will tell you all about it
when I'm in the mood
to lose my way with wordstoday skies are painted colors of a cowboy's ( Read more... )

i can't even believe it.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
i'm not ashamed to say it.
and i'm not ashamed to say it's getting
deeper by the day.
what they call love is a risk
cause you will always get hit out of nowhere
by some wave and end up on your ownwe're gonna take this risk further ( Read more... )

so however so many days ago
i got to hang out with jon & john. i had fun
and i've missed them so much. it's been literally like 2 years.
and i have ( pictures. )

it never ends.
it's never just okay.
there's no period of adjustment
& there's no reason to pray.
facing the realities of struggle
when i struggle with everything i face
if i didn't have his eyes to look into
i'd beg to be taken from this place.
i found something to live for in you.

if you don't expect too much from them
you might not be let down.

he's my saving grace. ♥♥

sometimes
i hear my voice in my own head
and then seconds later i wonder
wait... did i just say that outloud?
and then i think.. "wow, i'm dumb."
".......did i just say that outloud?"

p.s. some girls try too hard