i wanted to photograph my grandmother for this project i have for photography class/ since she doesn't even know where she is, its not like i can fucking talk to her so the only way i can connect to her is threw my camera. my retarded mother decided to inform him of my fucking REALLY good idea, and he threw a fit and called the hospital and made it ( Read more... )

six months! what a long time to only fuck one person. the longest i've ever been with anyone, EVER. i don't care, i'm so in love. i guess this means it's serious ( Read more... )

my eyes hurt from eye makeup remover. i have to wake up early for more orientation bs.

true of pretty much everything in life ( Read more... )

why does pre-cum exisit? why can't there just be regular cum and no pre-cum? why does unprotected sex feel soooo much better than sex with a condom? why does god hate me? the sperm probably never even made it to the egg. i hope i don't get to sick from plan b, because theres a show tommorow and i want to have fun at it ( Read more... )

there are times that i wish more than others that i didn't hate to be alone.

exactly two years and 1 day from this day, carolyn madeo and i got high and watched fire works on a millionarie's roof. exactly 1 year ago today carolyn madeo was my best friend; and nicole and emily were still friends; and emily and chloe were still friends; and i was still allowd in at laguardia parties; and matt johnson was in love with me; and ( Read more... )

bands i have a big hard on for right now:

- Arab on Radar
- ESG
- the Liars

why isn't arab on radar playing in NYC this summer? i'll tell you why, because god hates me and doesnt want me to get my boyfriend a REALLY good birthday present. speaking of him, he needs to come home. i'm going through some serious DRP withdrawl right now. wwaahh

 18 in a few hours.

the other day i went to FIT to take placement exams. i'm pretty sure i did really well on the reading and writing part. on the math, however, i was like "well, i'm gonna get put into retard math no matter what i do right now, so i might as well just not try at all and be done quicker" i didn't even read any of the questions. i guessed on every ( Read more... )