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[obscenezeal]

I'm so frustrated today. I think I'm secretly frustrated all the time. Ana's coming up in like, less that a week and I had all these plans and like, I have to pay all of these bill and everything. I feel so frustrated. I havn't talked to misty in forever. I wouln't know what to say to her. I don't want to go to work tonight. I just want to crawl

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[melanieburns]

I love you. I know how you feel. I feel alone most of the time.

[obscenezeal]

Aww, thanks mel. Love ya.

[decembertyger]

I need a score card.. which one is your girlfriend?

I love you!

[anonymous]

people that you care for can influence your thoughts....i have never been a jealous person, always layed back and calm. I don't know how to react.. no one has ever lied and cheted on me as much as you have. I am sorry if I don't know how to handle it as well as you want me to ...I do try ...everyday! You cant just expect someone to keep saying the past is in the past and to let it go when it has happened over and over again. You say I hold a grudge ...well how the hell do you think you would react if you were in the same situation....yes the last time was a year ago but you kept it from me for 9 months....how do you expect me to trust that your not keeping anything from me now? I try so hard not to be overbearing, or suspicious, but the way you treat me around your friends makes me wonder! I am sorry I gave you a kiss on the couch in front of crystal...is it really such a big deal, your my wife!!!!!!! I am not trying to be possessive or whatever you think I am ...I love you and want to show you afection. THATS ALL!!!!! All I want is