ha, work was really fun tonight. we were slow, but the time seemed to go by pretty fast. we were mostly just messing around and joking around about stuff. we didn't even get all the prepping done, we left a whole thing of ham in the walk in, and chicken. i bagged turkey though, and made the bbq pork. so thats something. oh and i boxed a bundle of ( Read more... )

i sliced my finger pretty good at work today. it was bleeding soooo much. Jason and Dustin paniked at. The phone was ringing, and Jason's like, "answer it!" but i didnt because my finger was going to fall off. so he just gave me a weird look and answered and i showed him my finger, and he made the greatest fast. he was freaked out. ha. blood was ( Read more... )

i have to stop holding everything in. i feel like i am about to break. i feel like screaming, to let out all this built up agression. ever been in a situation, where everything feels so wrong, and you wish you could step out of reality and change what you did to bring yourself to that place? When you sit down and see all that you could have done to ( Read more... )

i dyed my hair. ha yep. wow. its not blonde anymore. its like brown redish color. idk. its different. we'll see ( Read more... )

if i bent like you said was best,
would that change a thing?
if i spent myself... or what's left
would you still leave me here?

you're so sorry about it all
now that it's over..
should i thank you for that dear?
you're so sorry about it all...
and i hope you'll always be.

i remember you best
hating all the boys who got to you
and all the things they took
that ( Read more... )

okay i'm finally updating... yay. i kept wanting to, but i just wasn't getting the amount of time and effort that i needed! but yaaa. i'm here now... obviously.

anyway. my birthday was pretty sweet. it really felt like an average day, because i have been feeling weird recently. idk. i seem to have a lot of stuff on my mind, but i don't know what it ( Read more... )

Ahhhh today just sucks. I am so pissed off over nothing. I just want to stay home, and be by myself, where I can at least just tare myself down instead of the poor victims who have to talk to me.

I slept in today til 9:30. Didn't really want to go to school, but decided to because I didn't want to fall behind in psych. got there, and they weren't ( Read more... )

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2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.


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1. Age You Left Home: i'll be 18 when i leave this place ( Read more... )

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