Wow i didnt realize how much of a bad person i am ( Read more... )

Perhaps i am ready ( Read more... )

So..
lets just say...
jordan and i r done.
i'm done.
cant do it ne more.
everything just kept piling on
so i finally drop the pile.

i started painting again..
did some easy color works.
hung them up
trying to make this place a lil mo

I really think that its time ( Read more... )

I'm in the car ( Read more... )

I'm just so confused ( Read more... )

i'm so exhausted ( Read more... )

i just feel this change coming on.

i know what i want,
but its harder to ge there
i'm just at a place where im ready to step up...

and jump.

jordan and i have ben fighting

and i just dont know if its
worth me feeling like this

i'm just not in for it.

i just wish things were easier.

boo.

blah.

I just get blah.
Am I right to feel like this.

I just feel weird.

I saw pictures and i guess it really makes it real now.
I never really thought that it wasnt..
but now that ise pictures its serious.

wow.

im suprised.

i just get lonely.

Im 21 now. yayee!

I got a new wig.

its sooo cute.

purple.

hehe

blah.

i hate this.

hmm ( Read more... )