- i actually fucking hate frozen breaded mushrooms because they are disgusting and i only buy them for the crispy bits. if i could get a bag full of frozen crispy bits i would die a happy woman
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I'm glad your dissertation seems to be going well - it sucks when you don't really feel like doing work but at least your supervisor seems happy with where you're at; that's always a good sign!
Don't worry about replying to the last comment, hon - I completely understand that that's hard. Just remember you're awesome and there are people here for you <3
Thanks! Yeah, I was pretty relieved. As in, it could have been waaaay worse, and I'm just glad that it's not shit. I just wish I felt less apathetic. I hate feeling like a waste of space.
If it is any consolation I find that everything I write slowly turns to horror or tragedy. Sometimes happy endings and fluff do not come easy to people. I always saw the happiness as being more genuine if it came after a sad place though. You have to have some contrast, you know?
Fucking creeps rarely get the message. It's okay, I just hope they don't know where you live.
So what if you put on weight? You are not defined by your weight.
You can indeed get high on cough syrup, but I would advise you not to. It can easily lead to toxic results.
I understand not being able to deal with things. A lot of times when I put up emotional things I can't respond to people. It's not because I don't value people's input, I in fact love it, but the situation just becomes very hard to deal with and so it is hard to deal with anything related to it. I understand.
Thanks bb. Yeah, it's the exact same thing for me. But sometimes I feel like I want to be happy. I read happy, fluffy things and I feel so good about it, but then when I try to write it's like every good thing turns black and horrible and sad. I want there to be some contrast, but it feels like all I want to write about (and talk about) is being sad, and alone
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Don't worry about replying to the last comment, hon - I completely understand that that's hard. Just remember you're awesome and there are people here for you <3
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Thanks bb. *hugs*
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If it is any consolation I find that everything I write slowly turns to horror or tragedy. Sometimes happy endings and fluff do not come easy to people. I always saw the happiness as being more genuine if it came after a sad place though. You have to have some contrast, you know?
Fucking creeps rarely get the message. It's okay, I just hope they don't know where you live.
So what if you put on weight? You are not defined by your weight.
You can indeed get high on cough syrup, but I would advise you not to. It can easily lead to toxic results.
I understand not being able to deal with things. A lot of times when I put up emotional things I can't respond to people. It's not because I don't value people's input, I in fact love it, but the situation just becomes very hard to deal with and so it is hard to deal with anything related to it. I understand.
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