No, I will not put this underneath an LJ-cut.

[obsessionfreak]

Life balances itself out, right?

Dynamic Equilibrium-- people will be killed, and people will be born to fill that gap

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[prochronism]

Death's just the hardest part of living, I guess.

You alright? Must have really screwed with your head, there...

[obsessionfreak]

I'm alright--I'm perfectly fine, actually. I didn't really know her, and I'm not crying about it, but it's one of those things that just sort of smacks you in the face and demands you pay attention.

Thanks, though, mon ptetite waffle-san... I appreciate it. Y'know I'm always there for you, right?

[prochronism]

Still, the cock-slap in the face usually makes you think things you've never thought before. The human mind, when forced to look out of its comfy little box, is an unpredictable, unstable thing.

I know, and I love you, but you suxx0rzz at French, darling. <333 x)

[obsessionfreak]

The human mind, when forced to look out of its comfy little box, is an unpredictable, unstable thing.
I love that. I just do. Maybe because it's truer then I ever kind of realized.

Tss, it was a typo, I swear.

[melodies36]

It's not possible to be used to death. I'm not sure what to say, but the comment about wishing someone else had died was shocking. Just hang in there.

[obsessionfreak]

I'm alright, though. Like I said earlier, I didn't knew her, it's just.. Different, you know? I can't quite grasp it.

[likeweaklings]

I love how you came back to the same idea of dynamic equilibrium. If something like that happened to me I'd probably be logical about it, too, but I'd never think of it in quite that way. It's amazing how different people are from one another... just sacks of chromosomes varying slightly from person to person but creating wildly different people in the process. Whoa. That was a run-on sentence.

It sucks that she had to die so young and so unexpectedly, though. Her poor child.

[obsessionfreak]

just sacks of chromosomes varying slightly from person to person but creating wildly different people in the process.

It's stuff like that that really gets you thinking, too.. I mean.. I could have like, 2 or 3 different chromosomes or whatever from her.. You know?

We still don't know what exactly happened, either. Was it suicide? Homicide? Natural causes? I could be similar to her..

It could happen to anyone, and it's kind of unsettling.

[obsessionfreak]

You can relate, then.. I'm actually really glad. It's kind of.. surreal, right? It's not you, but it could have been you, and it sort of slaps you in the face.

Ah, the only reason I know what 'dynamic equilibrium' is is because of that class... but at least I'll remember the definition for the test now, right?

[gado]

when stuff like this happens, it's scary. Personally, i don't find the situation itself, death and so on, scary but the fact that i don't even react to it. Frankly, i think most people don't know how, or even if, to react. Why? Because it's not real

[likeweaklings]

People cry, not because they knew her, but because they want to believe they did; simply because it's easier. Being sad is easy. I guess that's how we work. When something happens you are expected to feel and if you don't, it's very confusing.

I agree with your completely! When people die I just can't cry for the most part. Other people who barely knew the person freak out and can't eat for days in tears and it just leaves me feeling like I have something wrong with me. At times I'm told I have no heart. That happened to me freshman year when a kid I went to school with died in Africa. He was burned alive in a fire when he went to see his relatives. I hadn't seen him since maybe seventh grade but I couldn't cry.