mornings...

[obsessionsketch]

Really not a morning person lately... not so into waking up and facing the long long day, with its many twists and turns. The joyous moments do not balance the abyss of sadness

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[venus_bacchus]

now is the time to do something different that you have always dreamt of doing to remind yourself how amazing life is and that you are alive and able to experience and know everything/anyone.
not only will it give you something to do, it will re-awaken you and become much bigger than the pity and hurt you are feeling right now. easier said tahn done, but trust me, do it. <3

[obsessionsketch]

well whats funny about that, is that I did not lose sight of myself when I was with her, so I am doing the things I have always dreamed of doing (tattooing) and I do travel when I can (last summer, Mexico, by myself), and have plans for more. I am in a spiritual group that I love. I go to weekly meditation, yoga and another self-work class... hmmm... I am devoting every night of the week to my needs whether that's seeing friends or staying home...

there really isnt anything I have been holding back on. Maybe I am not seeing something. It just all pales a bit when she is not by my side... sigh.

can't wait to hear about your trip.

[venus_bacchus]

aww micah :(

i hope even know you are feeling better.

my trip...i have to pull my thoughts together first :)

[sweetspastic]

I'm so sorry you are hurting. The pain may never stop but it does fade--it really does and you will be happy so much of the time again.

You sent me a big bear hug on here when I was hurting... I'm sending one back now. Much love.

[obsessionsketch]

thank you. it's really not this bad most of the time, just when it is in that moment, it feels like its like that all the time. you know.

hug accepted and cherished.

[stemonkey26]

That's so fucking sad. I'm so sorry.

[obsessionsketch]

thanks.