I am tired of being single, not of the fact that I am lonely because I am really not lonely!  I have great friends that I love and everything!  But in the way that I know  I am ready to commit to someone that I like, well I don't want to be boyfriend and girlfriend with anyone persay! I just really want to talk to someone or date someone I guess.  ( Read more... )

Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin.
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now.

From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
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Everything got BETTER! AND now it is going ALL BACK DOWN HILL! Its crazy, but I am the biggest bitch in the world! I know what yall are doing shaking ur heads and saying yes, but its true! Nothing can change who I am I be nice and then I am a complete bitch; to everyone I EVER really CARED about! I mean i love all my friends thats true, but ( Read more... )

It can only go UP from here, RIGHT?

Well, yesterday was a funn day before 9:30 pm!  Jenn left! tear,tear!  but she will be back soon so that is ok!  We yall went out to dinner at damon's that was interesting!  Sorta felt left out  I really didn't know anyone there, seen them before but don't really communicate with them.  It was tight tho!  I had a cheap meal that I barely didn't ( Read more... )

I decided to make a new journal, just tired of the old stuff! Lets see how long this one will be able to last!  I guess I should start telling you what is going on in my life so far!  Its pretty good, I guess.  About two weeks ago I broke up with my boyfriend, PatBITCH!  I was really happy about that! Life is good, but yet so confusing!  I wish I ( Read more... )