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Jessica
I might've unfriended you on facebook. But I keep looking at yours. Checking to see if you've broken up with your gf. I'm such an asshole for this ultimatum, I know I am. And it's all my fault too. If we stop being friends, because of this ultimatum, it's my fault. Because I gave it to you. Because I asked you to choose between me, a simple friend ( Read more... ) -
Additionally
And consequently, I must take this course of action only if, by some deranged kind of miracle, Gabby still wants me. And what a gargantuan if that is. I really shouldn't be hateful towards her(her, being the vile creature that is poisoning my beloved, or rather, the one I wish was my beloved, into hating me and has most likely already succeeded at ( Read more... ) -
Feeling A Bit Useless
[start rant] You know, I guess I've been feeling like this a lot more than I use to. Use to being about 2 and a half years ago. All in all, the feeling is rightfully placed. I used to make fun of those teen and tweens who always fawned, exclaiming, "oh my god, I am sooooo in love! You're like my soul mate!". I will never be able to fully grasp just ( Read more... ) -
The Adventures of Kibbles
"Were you going through my phone?" A short pause. "I mean, I don't mind, you can if you want to." She picks up her phone, searches through it, for something, though I'll probably never know what. "Ty does that all the time." She makes a face, and continues looking at her phone. I watch her intently. She hates it when other people touch her phone. ( Read more... ) -
Livejournal Is A Friend, Not A Girlfriend
I've discovered that venting on LJ is terrible. Really, disgustingly terrible. What does it do? My entry hurt my baby when she first read it, and got me my first promise, the one to stop drinking. Then I looked at her entries and was broken because of them. I wanted to vent about them... But then I realized what would happen and I erased my entry ( Read more... ) -
It's A Wonderful Day In The Neighborhood
Lyk, OMG! I'm about to have my first in-my-own-house sleepover with Ajha! *partyhats* I hope it will be fun! :o How could it not right? I have all these wonderful scenarios about today, but that's just it. =/ They're scenarios. Hot Jesus, why do I always have scenarios? They never turn out to be true. ;_; But anywho, after a whoolllleeee lot of ( Read more... ) -
The Adventures of Kibbles
It was icy cold outside, not that it mattered to me. I snuggled deeper into my blanket, lethargic. Robby was noisy as ever playing his zombie game and eating some snacks since he was too lazy to make dinner. "I'm booooredddd!" I complained to him, who wouldn't let me play Left 4 Dead with him. Robby just laughed his throaty, rumbling laugh and I ( Read more... ) -
Symphony Number Izzy
Slowly, so slowly, I was caught unaware, oh baby. Found myself falling quite in love with you. When I saw your eyes, sparkling right at me, I knew things would just never be the same again ohhh. And then you smiled at me, you embraced me so, and my heart forgot what it was. Days and weeks went by, still the same reaction, jealousy in my eyes, when ( Read more... ) -
The Adventures of Kibbles
It was rather chilly out as two of my best friends and I went to the mall. And by that I mean it was near zero degrees and what little snow there was on the ground was now sleet. But that could never stop us from going out to have some fun at the mall! So on we went, skipping gaily into the store while people watched us and thought we were ( Read more... ) -
My Everlasting Confusion
I was sitting here, just a few minutes ago, eyes closed and music blasting. And I was thinking about how beautiful life is. How beautiful nature is, and how good it feels to be alive. You'd think, "hey, that's cool. That's normal. Nothing wrong with thinking that", but no. Today, and the end of yesterday, have been worse than hell for me. Actually ( Read more... )