I do put myself through a lot of bullshit with lj, and most times I am just left shaking my head... why?
I delete, and rejoin over and over and over again... why?
I hate it most times, really, I do... me hate, it's hard to believe *snickers*, but I constantly throw my hands at it and say "fuck it" *delete* and walk away.
But something keeps drawing me back, one thing, and it's that same old one thing, over and over again.
Anyway, I am please to see You so irritated, if I had that kind of power over You, I most certainly would do my best to try. Funny thing was, I use to think I did. Sometimes I wish I could have that back, even if it was me being delusional, it still felt good and some of my writings were creative, if I may say so myself.
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I delete, and rejoin over and over and over again... why?
I hate it most times, really, I do... me hate, it's hard to believe *snickers*, but I constantly throw my hands at it and say "fuck it" *delete* and walk away.
But something keeps drawing me back, one thing, and it's that same old one thing, over and over again.
Anyway, I am please to see You so irritated, if I had that kind of power over You, I most certainly would do my best to try.
Funny thing was, I use to think I did. Sometimes I wish I could have that back, even if it was me being delusional, it still felt good and some of my writings were creative, if I may say so myself.
Something tells me a part of You enjoyed it too.
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