I have seriously got to get better, i played hookie from school again today. Cause i felt like shit, again. I swear it was the same feeling from when i was doing Lifeguard training, and they were showing each of us what it felt like to drown. Took them four hours for me to pass that part, they kept having to try different lifeguards, cause i swam ( Read more... )

I sick, i been sick, i going to be sick. This sucks. Help. Someone make me better. I have had the flu since Thrusday. I am guessing it is the flu.

I got arrested on Tuesday night, something about my driving license being suspended. Wasn't pretty.

Blah blah, they are kicking me out of the class room, so i guess i have to leave.

For those who know and care. I am without internet access, cause my fathers modem refuses to maintain a connection. Everytime we try and put a load on it, it will crash. I am going to try and check my mail at the library this weekend, hopefully it will work. Honest peoples i am not out here ignoring yous. i wouldn't be ebil like that ( Read more... )

I think yet again this post is appropriate, i honestly never thought that i would ever look at the posts from that period again, but one never knows what will happen to them in the future.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/obsidianshadows/2003/10/04/

Well today was going wonderfully. Got to spend New Years with some of my closest friends, people i hadn't seen in several years. Then i got home, and had a chance to read my e-mail. Its amazing how quickly the uforia can disapate. But i am sure i will survive, i have til now.

I spent the day today, doing manual labor. I knew that if i didn't i was going to sit in my little nest of blankets and brood over what happened yesterday, and meloncholy is not something that i need. I get his ashes back on Monday, and i know i am going to relapse, but it should be ok, class starts up again on Monday as well, so i am going to have ( Read more... )

i sorry, i miss spoked, it was kidney failure, not liver failure.

Today has got to be one of the worst days of my life. I had to tell the vet to put my dog to sleep this morning. His liver failed, and he had stopped eating. There wasn't much that could be done, but it still hurts, he was 10 and a half, and i had been in possession of him for about 8 of them.I don't know what hurts more, the fact that he is gone, ( Read more... )

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If there is someone who you would either like to tie down and have your way with, teasing them mercilessly and making them beg for release, or have them tie YOU down, post this exact same sentence in your journal.