Title: Save me, but not for yourself.
Pairing: Sakumoto
Ratings: NC-17
Disclaimer: I only own the storyyyy
Summary: For
this prompt in the
arashi_anonmeme kink meme [Sho has amnesia, someone searches for him and finds him in a dark, dangerous place - which is supposedly some underground auction selling people for questionable purposes. At first the person (of your choice) behaves like he wants to rescue confused and freaked out Sho, but it turns out his "saviour" wants Sho for his own porny needs. Completely devastated and used (especially mentally) Sho is very welcomed! :)]
Word Count: 2710
Warnings: NON-CON, SELF-BETAed
A/N: So I have decide to reveal myself. Hurhur, originally posted
here. Enjoy? :3
Sequeal
Escaping into your armsSho couldn't remember. It was more like he didn't want to remember. There are bits and pieces here and there; floating around in the sea of his memories but whenever he tries to remember anything more than that, it was as if an explosion was taking place in the depths of his head. It would be as though someone was desperately hammering and drilling onto his skull and it hurts, so much that he'd rather live without the memories than to suffer from so much pain.
Nightmares were normal for him but Sho knew that they were not as simple as just nightmares. They were scenes from his life before the accident. The bright lights and the large crowd. He knew they were part of his life the moment he saw a poster of a man who seemingly looks a lot like him. They even had the same name.
Sakurai Sho.
He had learnt later that he was apparently involved in a stage accident during one of his concert through a newspaper article. That had brought him the worst headache he had as far as he could remember and ever since then, he have been trying to stay away from any memory triggering sources. But it didn't help that you used to be one of the most famous idol in your country and posters of himself and rabid fangirls are in every direction he turned to. So he ran. He tried to run away from the loud noise and screams. He tried to run away from a past he couldn't even remember. And that was how he now found himself trapped in an alley with 2 burly men blocking the entrance.
"Not that bad... Pretty. I would like to see what's underneath his shirt though..." One man said, stepping closer to the confused and scared man in front of him. Sho pressed himself further up against the wall, hoping to distance himself a little more from the 2 men who are now less than 5 feet away.
"Stay away..." Sho whimpered, hugging his legs tightly against his chest. Who are they and what do they want with him? His heart was racing in his chest and the heat started to build behind his eyeballs. He suddenly felt even more confused, scared and alone.
"Stay away..." He repeated.
Another man smirked, muttering a soft "Cute" before closing the distance between himself and the shaking man. Squatting down to meet Sho at eye-level, he roughly grabbed his face between his fingers and forced the frightened man to look at him. Sho tried to jerk away from the contact but the grip on his face was too strong and his hands seemed to be frozen in its spot.
"Really pretty..." his companion, who was now behind him said.
"What's your name?" the one holding onto his head said.
Sho pressed his lips together and started trembling, fear engulfing his entire form. He barely had time to consider before his head violently smacked onto the wall on his right as a huge hand slapped him across the face. He whimpered as his hair was pulled back painfully by the same huge hand and he was forced to look into the scary eyes of his assaulter.
"I asked for your name" The man growled.
"S-Sho" Sho quickly replied, the stinging on his left cheek a fresh memory of the consequence for his defiance.
"Sho eh... Want to have some fun with us?"
Sho's eyes widened. Despite having lost his memories, he could still understand the implication behind those words and 'having fun' definitely does not include playing on the swing or a slide.
Somebody... Save me...
"Oi, you two. Let go of him." a voice resounded through the alley and another figure appeared at the entrance of the alley. The man who was standing turned around and raised an eyebrow at the intruder.
"Why should we?" he asked, amusement colouring his voice.
The newcomer chuckled and slid his hands into his pocket.
"Well, I don't know. Maybe you'll get your ass kicked if you don't?"
That sentence got the attention of both men, the both of them standing up to face him.
"Kick our ass? Hah! Do you even know who you're talking to?" the taller out of the two scoffed.
The pretty man at the entrance smirked before walking coolly to stand in front of the other two.
"Well, all I know is that I'm talking to two dumb jocks right now"
"Why you little..." a punch landed right into his guts before he could finish his sentence. The other man was then taken by surprise when a fist went flying into his face, promptly breaking his nose. The two jocks groaned in pain as they tried to retaliate unsuccessfully. Punches and kicks were all thrown towards the two useless man, leaving them groaning and even whimpering under the attacks. Sho watched, vaguely thinking that it was as though he was watching an action movie. Soon they were reduced to nothing but shaking figures curled up on the dirty concrete floor clutching onto various places which were hurting.
The pretty man stepped over the other two to reach the trembling on in the corner of the alley.
"You okay?" His voice was no longer sarcastic and cool but rather, Sho felt warm and fuzzy when the voice resounded in his ears. That, however, didn't get Sho to give him his trust even more than he had given to the people back in the city, where he was constantly lied to into thinking he was the relative of some people, only to realize that they were just fans. Crazy fans. Instincts made him flinch away from the hand reaching out towards him, his cheeks a stinging memory of the last time a hand reached for him.
"It's okay..." The pretty man said. "I promise I won't hurt you so relax..."
But Sho couldn't relax. His shoulders were stiff and tears threatened to spill over.
"Would it be better for you if I told you my name?"
Sho didn't respond and the man smiled gently in return.
"I'm Matsumoto Jun. This area is actually a really shady area and I'm not too keen in hanging around here so if you feel comfortable, I could bring you somewhere safer.”
Sho’s eyes almost but shined at the word safer. Safe… It felt as though it had been so long since he had experienced what the word meant and now, he’d be more than willing to be brought anywhere far away from this horrid place. Nodding vigorously, he quickly took the outstretched hand of Matsumoto and allowed himself to be supported up onto his shaky feet. Giving a final glance at the still writhing figures on the floor, Sho hastened his footsteps and quickly followed behind Matsumoto, still gripping onto the cool hand tightly.
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Jun couldn’t believe his luck. When he first heard the news of his favourite idol going missing he had spent his time wandering around in hopes of being the lucky one to catch sight of his idol. He knew the chances of him being the one to find the amnesic man was almost at 0% but he still hoped that lady luck was on his side and he was that special (and fabulous) enough to be the one who managed to find him.
He wasn’t expecting much when he decided to take a detour down the more shady area of his neighbourhood. Nor was he expecting to find the person half the country was looking for. He wasn’t someone who would usually stand up against bullying and for him to confront the two big burly men who were hunched over a trembling form was a huge thing to him. For him to even make the first move was something he would have to applaud himself for later.
Now staring down at the sleeping features of his idols, he couldn’t help but thank his lucky stars again. He really wasn’t expecting to see Sakurai Sho curled up at the corner of the alley and the sight of the man being so venerable ignited all sorts of feelings in him.
One was anger. He was angry at the men for pushing Sho into such a state despite his mental condition, not like they knew but still, Jun was still angry for that. Another feeling was arousal. He was somehow aroused in some way when he saw the scared and confused eyes of Sho and that had pushed him even more to fight for the other man. A part of him saved Sho to bring him out of harm but another part wanted to save him for himself. The other part wanted to do all the things he had been dreaming of doing to his idol ever since he saw him on the TV screen.
Jun snapped out of his reverie as Sho whimpered and turned in his sleep. The blanket fell off his shoulder, revealing his (really sexy) collar bones. Jun unconsciously moved closer and groaned softly as he realised he was already hard from the thoughts of what he planned to do to the sleeping man. Gripping the blanket softly, he pulled it off the other man and soaked in the sight of the gorgeous figure laid out in front of him. Licking his lips, Jun made a decision.
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Sho wasn’t sure if he was dreaming or not. He vaguely felt his hands being tugged around but sleep felt so good he didn’t want to wake up. It wasn’t until he felt a cool and wet trail move from his collar bones and up to his neck did he snap awake, albeit being still hazy from sleep.
“W-Wh-“
He didn’t manage to finish his sentence when a mouth covered his own, a tongue thrusting into the hot cavern of his mouth. Sho’s eyes snapped open in shock and his whole body stiffened as he felt hands roaming up and down his sides. Finally able to focus clearing, Sho’s eye’s further widened in shock as he recognise the man on top of him to be his saviour, Matsumoto Jun.
“Nghhh” Sho tried to move to push the other man away only to find that his hands were tightly bounded to the headrest with what looks like belts.
What in the world is happening?!
Jun smirked as he pulled away, noticing the obvious distress of the older man, his arousal pressing painfully against his jeans. Sho panted heavily, confusion evident in his face as he constantly tugged against his restraints. Jun pressed down against Sho’s shoulders to stop him from struggling.
“Don’t do that. You’ll hurt yourself.”
“Wh-what’s going on?” Sho asked, fear washing over him. “What’s going on??”
“Hush, hush. Its okay. Its okay.” Jun said as he stroked the other man’s cheek. “I’ll make sure you like this too.”
Sho was shaking. He was scared, so scared. He was also very confused. He didn’t understand and all he could feel was fear.
“I do-” Before he could finish his sentence, Jun shoved a scarf into the open mouth.
“Ngh!”
“Relax Sho and let me do all the work.” Jun smirked, placing a small peck on his cheeks before slowly sliding off the other man.
He pulled off the thin white cotton slacks, pulling a similar boxer along with it, leaving the tied man extremely bare. Sho whimpered as cool air hit his bare skin and he's eyes were almost filled with tears as he realized where this was heading to. Suddenly he felt betrayed. Wasn't he supposed to be brought to a safe place? Why does it seem so much more dangerous now? Sobbing through his gag, he tried to beg Jun to stop, moving to cross his legs to hide his private areas. Jun just chuckled lightly and pressed his hands against Sho's knees to spread them open again.
"Relax Sho. I promise it won't hurt... That much."
Ignoring the whimpers from the tied man, Jun moved between his legs and blew lightly onto the flaccid cock before taking the tip into his mouth. Despite being reluctant, Sho couldn't stop the soft moan that escaped his throat and his body couldn't help but react to the pleasure Jun's mouth was giving him. He groaned as Jun licked and sucked at his semi hardness, nursing it until it was fully erect. Sho's eyes rolled to the back of his head as he let out a throaty scream when Jun when all the way down on him, his tip touching the back of the dominant man's throat. Then a lubed finger that was probing at his entrance reminded Sho of the current situation and his eyes snapped open. He tried to move away from the invading finger, only to groan when it was pushed into him. Jun almost sighed as he felt the warm sucking onto his finger, his erection getting even harder at the thought of the same warmness surrounding his hardness later.
Without waiting for the other man to get used to the intrusion, he forced a second finger in to the still struggling man. Sho let out a pained whimper, still desperately trying to escape his restraints, the belts digging painfully at the skin around his wrists. He didn’t want it. It was so painful.
“Nhghhhhhh!” Sho tried begging again, although what came out through the make shift gag was nothing but incoherent noises.
Jun ignored the noises made by the panicking man and briefly stretched him before pulling out. He pulled off his own jeans, releasing his throbbing erection. He smirked as Sho widened his eyes at the sight of his man hood, and attempted to move away from the other man, who was currently lubing up his cock.
Sho thrashed widely, screaming at the other man to stop when Jun reached out and grabbed onto his ankles, holding him down. Sho whimpered as Jun threw his legs over his shoulders, the hold on his thighs bruising.
“You ready?” Jun smirked again, his needs overpowering any other conscience he had. Sho shook his head furiously. Of course he would have better preferred if Sho was enjoying this but at this point of time, with the tip of his penis pressing against the restrained man’s anus, he didn’t really care. In one swift thrust, he buried himself into the tight warmth to the hilt. Sho let out a pained scream while Jun ignored his cries, sighing blissfully to himself. It had been sometime since he had sex with a man and this beautiful tightness was nothing compared to the slopping mess of a woman.
Sho was sobbing, pain exploding in him as Jun started moving. It was so painful. He was still extremely confused but he couldn’t think right at the moment. After a few thrusts from the dominant man, Sho started to feel extremely tired. He was tired of being lied to over and over again. He was tired of being used for other’s on needs. He was extremely tired. The pain at his opening turned dull and suddenly, Sho stopped caring. As Jun continued his frenzied thrusting, Sho just laid there, allowing himself to be constantly violated by them man whom he had thought to be his saviour. He shut his eyes tightly, wanting to block out everything else in the world, and a lone tear escaped the shut lids.
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Jun hugged the sleeping form against his chest, basking in the afterglow of one of the most powerful orgasm he had in a long time. It seemed as though Sho had given up struggling in the middle of the session and had fallen asleep but Jun wasn’t sure. He was far too gone and engrossed in the wonderful sensation that he didn’t noticed. Gently stroking the other mans hair, Jun smiled to himself, quite liking the fact that his own cum was still dripping out of Sho’s abused opening. It was as if it was a proof that Sho, now belonged to him. After all, where else can he go to?
Snuggling into the chocolate brown hair, Jun inhaled his scent and drifted off to sleep, the thoughts of Sho being his now sending him to a wonderful dreamland.
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Hurhur, I have nothing much to say for this one. Hope you enjoyed it xD
Sequel
Escaping into your arms:D