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[obviousbliss]

I haven't posted in a billion years.
So, here is my life in a

Josh and I broke up in.. february?
In retrospect that was a hilariously pointless relationship.
Whatever.
Then, I got a major crush on my best friend.
Like.. MAJOR crush.
Problem..
he had a girlfriend.
Blah blah blah.
In the end we ended up not being friends..
he turned into a goth just like his girlfriend..
Whatever.
The end of a friendship.

THEN.
[oh boy]

If you guys new me last year, you would know about Sean.
To sum it up in one sentence..
We dated for a long time, the feeling wasn't mutual, he cheated, we fought, the relationship ended..

Well, we didnt talk for a year..
We saw eachother twice..
And both times I almost had a panic attack.

Anyways.

We started talking again.
We started being friends again.
We started getting flirty again.
We started liking eachother again.

Now Im kindof.. back where I started I guess.
And he's back where he started..
and that's just not a good thing.

On top of all of that.
One of my best friends' dad commited suicide.
Now she is moving to New Hampshire.
I'll probably never see her again.

Hahaha.
Life is excellent..

-_-'