it seems that lately all the days have been blurred together. i've been at work so much it feels like a whole month should have passed, when it's only been a week. i've spent 32 hours thus far at wal*mart this week, and 25 hours thus far at athena's. i just got home from work, i'm tired and cranky... but i need time to wind-down from 8 hours in ( Read more... )

now every minute of the day all i think of is the past two years. and how i miss all those great feelings i shared with him. fucking a. why ( Read more... )

why is it that when you finally get over someone you loved dearly and you spent a good chunk of your life with.... they come back and tell you that they love you ( Read more... )

why me?

i suppose many new things have happened recently. i started my "career" (please laugh here) at wal*mart in avon. i've been working the past four nights there (third shift), and the friday night at athena's. i was supposed to work at athena's tonight, however i slept in and never called. i've been so fucking sick it is beyond ridiculous. (and no ( Read more... )

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the show was decent ( Read more... )

i slept in ( Read more... )

when will i rise from this toss turn sleep ( Read more... )

i got super upset last night, remembering all the harrible things that happened these past nine months. the first day of 2003 was the worst day of my life. so therefore, i should not have expected this year to be a good one. i just let shit eat me up inside and then get set off by someone accidentally... and flip the fuck out. oh well, it felt good ( Read more... )