One day i woke up to rain, water, dirt. The air is cold and sharp. Every breath taken only draws me closer to the last. Who am i? Why do i seek love when its right infront of me? Why is it that when the whole world is out and having the time of their lives i'm completely content staying inside. Inside my home, head, mind. This is my world ( Read more... )

I just finished watching that movie staring Reese Witherspoon. (or however you spell her name) When's a ghost or whatever and she stalks this guy in his apartment. After watching a movie like that you get this jolt of love or romance run through your body. Now i all i want to do is hold my boyfriend ( Read more... )

I really am an insomniac. It is 4:30am and i am not at all tired! =D ( Read more... )

i've been boy-crazy my whole life, at least as far as i can remember. But i've never been crazy about a boy till now. It feel as though, as much as we can fight and/or argue i still cant stand being away from him. For the first time i want so much good things to happen to one person, and truly i want him to be happy. (with me of course =D ) I ( Read more... )

coming home has never been so hard. Not getting along with your father and now your sister doesn't help. It's not like my mom and i are that tight anymore. As that little dyke says "i'm no longer apart of the family"... and i belive it. At a time like this you want to be around the people that love you most, so you can get your mind off of all ( Read more... )

It is soo hard to get up and leave when he's sleeping right there. Gad i miss ya crazy bum. *tear ( Read more... )

I'm tired of living the same ol' life. I need to evolve. If there was one thing i could ever ask for it would be for my health and for strength to carry on, alone. With the years that pass, i grow further and further from my sister, and i'm very happy actually. I no longer speak to her, and the site of her makes me sick. She's lazy, stupid, ( Read more... )

The road starts off smooth then with time the roads crack and fall apart. With just a little know-how and some good sense, you can easily repair it. 6 bags of sand, water, and some tools, make you a beautiful road again. -- Thats how i feel about Chris and I. ( I think that is the first time i used his name) I have nothing to hide. Besides ( Read more... )

I always find that around exam time i'm always on LJ. I dont know what to talk about? Maybe i should talk about what's running through my head. I want more than i can afford. I love to look good! Well, i like to look good for 'him.' The things some people would do. So i'm expected to gain another 10 lbs in the next few months are so. shitty ( Read more... )

What does Olivia want for Valentine? Well i'll tell you and if you're lucky i'll let you buy it for me! haha. I"m really down with fanny packs now and i dont know why. They just look so cool.


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