it's funny how much of yourself and your life you can give to someone, all you do is give give give. then when you need to take no one is around for you.

it's when you need someone the most, you're alone.

and we're back to square one

I am falling in love with you all over again.

I've never been so scared in my entire life.

what is happening to my life?

I spent so much time alone it's unreal, this is the most difficult time of my life and it's like pulling teeth when I try to make plans with one of my "friends."

I should have stayed in Vancouver.

I am so terrified of this. I never imagined myself getting remotely close to letting you back in and now you're coming here and things are... I don't even know what they are. I don't have enough faith in you to be yours again but I don't know if I can handle the in between, all the others and we are what we are, that's all we need etc ( Read more... )

It's refreshing to think about my life and realize that I know a lot more than I thought I did. I know my heart so well and I knew it would always be him, no matter what happends between us and how many falling outs we have.

I can't help but possess a love so unconditional.