don't EVER question the saying beer before liquor never been sicker? and dont drink liquor and then some beer and then some more liquor. and don't ever make plans for something to be amazing b/c it won't be. last night was the worst night ever.
i am up in CT having a white christmas. its gorgeous. i had a lot of fun. i am coming home tomorrow. i hope new years is as badass as last year. i miss my dad. i am going to castle hill tonight with my cousin cait and kayla. its beautiful there. i am in a rut, i dont know what to get kyles mom and sister.
you know what really fucking sucks? i think i failed world literature today. that fucking blows. and i am really fucking down about it. but hey. i go to conneticut in 3 days. i dont know what time my plane leaves. but it's late. anyway let's hang out this weekend.
my heart is in my throat. i feel like shit. i'm getting sad again. i am gonna go clean. the past couple days have been such a fucking blur. love is crazy. life is crazy. where has everyone been ?