Sometimes I just don't understand myself
Confusion...I hate that feeling. As I sit here and review last night's events, I wonder what fueled it all. I wonder if I really feel that way or was I just in fighting mode. After having more than a few drinks, I decide to go off about how i don't have a ring...am I really mad that I don't have a ring, or that she did? Or am I ulimately angry
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I wish that you could see the person you really are and how special you are how much you deserve. I know you want to make things work w/ Amber, and I honestly hope they will eventually work out for you guys. It seems that you have sacrificed so much and she has sacrificed very little if anything at all. You are so fucking cyndi lauper special and deserve to be treated the same way you treat people! Relationships are supposed to be about compromising. you made the biggest compromise of all and what has she given up, certainly not her friendship that nearly drove you two apart, but she asks u not to hang out w/ the cowboy!!
I could see if this were an isolted incident, but it is not. No one can tell you what to do, the decision is yours to make on how much you want to give, I do not think you ask for too much (Well, except for the ADD part but thats beyong your control ;)
RElationships are alot of tough work, I think it is a myth that things just fall into place...
love you,
me
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