It seems like forever that I wrote anything significant...I have avoided documenting my ups and downs ( Read more... )

this is a funny one ( Read more... )

Almost 2 months later, and I am finally posting...Not that I haven't wanted too, but it has been more difficult without internet at home. As some people know I have finally ended my career as Youth Programs Specialist at the City of Killeen. No job lined up, I am just kind of like that...most people need to plan, have things lined up. Me, I need ( Read more... )

I hope that we will get through this. Sometimes I am just not sure if we have what it takese to make it...I want to feel loved/special, that is my need. If you love someone, don't you attempt to do anything to fulfill their needs...within reason? Why is that hard for her to understand?...relationships are give and take. I give her things that ( Read more... )

I am so sick of feeling like I am waiting for things to get better. I guess I say waiting because I feel like you are in charge of you destiny, and you have to make changes in your own life. But I have done my part...so now I feel like I am waiting for more to happen. I guess this is babble, but I am mostly referring to jobs and friends. On the ( Read more... )

How appropriate for me...Just like Debra said!!

I am so excited to be in a new place, but at the same time I was bummed out this weekend, cuz I don't have very many friends down here...it just seems hard to meet people. I know I have bitched about this before, but it jsut seems harder than usual...and Amber works in the evening and I work during the day...I guess it will jsut take me a while to ( Read more... )

I am SOOOOOOOOOOO freakin tired it is outrageous. We finally have moved everything, well 99.9% of the stuff from the old apartment to the new one. I LOVE the new apartment, it is in such a nice area and it is just such a relief to get out from the old place. I wasn't so happy this morning when I had to get up super early so that I wasn't late to ( Read more... )

Well this weekend has been pretty good. Friday night I came home from work and finished my taxes...i did it online and it was fairly easy. I have never done my own taxes so I am hoping I don't have the IRS after me and end up owing like $10,000 or something. :) Thank god it is tax refund time, because it is very needed, with the move and all. I ( Read more... )

I guess I have avoiding entering so much, because all I ever want to do is BITCH :) I am not normally a bitchy peron, but I am sick of sugar coating for people. I am frustrated and starting to really dislike my job, and then the stressing of moving, money, filing my taxes, applying for jobs. I am just OVERWHELMED. I just want for things to flow ( Read more... )