I love Jacob so much! Prom was amazing, except for the limo that made me carsick. but we had an awesome time together and i love him so much. we are now offically promised to be married, so we're kind of engaged if you want to put it that way...but i told my mom and she's so excited. and i guess she told my dad too, cause he told me that a picked a ( Read more... )

Jacob is the best boyfriend ever. hands down. and i am the luckiest girl to ever live. i love him so much. i can't even begin to express how much i love him. the amazing letter, well, book, that he wrote me was sooo sweet.. i nearly cried. it was so perfect. and wow. i love him. and i could never express my feelings like that. he has such a way ( Read more... )

so things were going perfet today until a few minutes ago...actually it started yesterday. Jacob and i were at his house before BSYO...doing some stuff. foreplay to be exact...and it was about 5 when we finished...that's when we need to leave for BSYO. well, Bryan was waiting at my house and my dad was pissed. i've been screwing up a lot lately and ( Read more... )

here's another perfect song for right now ( Read more... )

so here's an update on everything ( Read more... )

so i'm still feeling pretty shitty. but it's not the same thing i had the other day. it's something new. dunno what it is, but my head feels like it's twice the normal size and my eyes are just about swollen shut. my lower back is sore...so i dunno what organ is back there, because it's not a muscle sore. and i have these weird red blotches all ( Read more... )

erhm. i feel like shit. i think i have the flu. or something like it. it really sucks. probably got it while in Georgia...bah ( Read more... )

oh one more thing....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so guess what i got for Christmas ( Read more... )

so for some reason, LJ wouldn't let me into my account earlier...so i made a new one just to find out that i had typed in the wrong username...WOW...i'm dumb...so i'm going to delete the other account...but anyway, i'm mad at Jacob again. he's being a douche. but whatever. Merry Fucking Christmas to you too dickhead!! >=O i'm getting really tired ( Read more... )