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[occupiedattic]

today im in a better state of mind then i was yesterday. and better still then i was even about a hour ago. ima get my stuff done and it'll be ok if it's not perfect. you know how you have dumb moments...those moments where nothing you do is right. i feel like i've been having those moments back to back for a while, months...every once in a while i

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[prncssamby]

"every once in a while i'll do something average or normal and it feels like i've pulled off a freaking miracle."

i have those moments every friggin'day. I think for some people it does take a tremendous amount of effort to be considered what other ppl think is normal. I've come to the conclusion that it makes me really tired to do that all the time. sometimes it's just nicer to be you. it gives me less of a headache. Also...what's with the "ima" please don't let G rub off on you too much. ;)

hugs- amby

pfft!

[g_finish]

amber, if we actually chatted then u'd know that i don't say that anymore, "ima" never was and never will be MY thing, it's a Coda thing.

..there u go beefa, be urself, it'll get better as time goes; can't have ur ups without a few downs. but if you give things too much value u'll get ripped off.
(nuthin's perfect; not me, not you, and not amber)

i remember a scene from some movie...The Last Samurai i think.. this japanese guy was talkin about a cherry blossom tree... he said that he had never found a perfect blossom in his entire life... but with all the blossoms together on the tree there was never anything more perfect.