The Jealousy
I am SO NOT SINGLE. And sometimes I hate it. Even though most of the time I love it. My baby and I have been together for about a year and five months... and there are pros and cons to having our kind of love.
1. I could hang out with Andrew more and perhaps, through that, we could actually practice more, become a real band, and make lots of fabulous music.
2. I could go out dancing...something that I can't do with Mark because he hates it and will not even attempt to have a good time.
3. I could hang out with my girlfriends more. They are all single and it is no fun to go hang out with single girls (not that my bf would trust me enough to let me) because they are finding other singles to talk to and leaving me alone.
4. I could not have to worry about becoming a nurse. I could take film classes and dance classes and photography...all the things that I've wanted to try but can't because with the bf I want to have a family and kids sometime before I turn 30...so therefore all the things I would like to do need to wait until I have my career.
5. I could live in my truck and go on wild adventures and join the peace corps and go to the beach every day and live live live until I just couldn't take it anymore.
6. I could not regret all of the things I have done to hurt him and break his trust of me.
7. I could be lonely and write magnificent poetry and have hours and hours to myself to think and read and sing and play my guitar and dance...
1. I could hang out with Andrew more and perhaps, through that, we could actually practice more, become a real band, and make lots of fabulous music.
2. I could go out dancing...something that I can't do with Mark because he hates it and will not even attempt to have a good time.
3. I could hang out with my girlfriends more. They are all single and it is no fun to go hang out with single girls (not that my bf would trust me enough to let me) because they are finding other singles to talk to and leaving me alone.
4. I could not have to worry about becoming a nurse. I could take film classes and dance classes and photography...all the things that I've wanted to try but can't because with the bf I want to have a family and kids sometime before I turn 30...so therefore all the things I would like to do need to wait until I have my career.
5. I could live in my truck and go on wild adventures and join the peace corps and go to the beach every day and live live live until I just couldn't take it anymore.
6. I could not regret all of the things I have done to hurt him and break his trust of me.
7. I could be lonely and write magnificent poetry and have hours and hours to myself to think and read and sing and play my guitar and dance...