Reread

[ocean_ana]

I just reread almost my entire journal from the very beginning. Wowza. I haven't used the term pro-ana for sooooooooooo long. I realize that the term itself is pretty taboo, but I guess I really still am pro-ana. I also found some fun things... like the time I made that motivational list for myself that I am reposting

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[ivy_x3]

gosh. i wish i was 124 pounds. and yeah, i know what yu mean abut being jealous of my former self. in the beginning of the year, i was 139. just a few months ago, i was 119. now i'm over 130. HAHAHAHAHA. i laugh at myself with such hatred.

[taylor2310]

"Because you are not just a normal girl, and you like it that way"

what a motivation<3

[petite_larme]

totally understand the jealousy for the former self...in november I was 90 lbs...now I'm 106.5 lbs but at x mas I had gotten up to around 118 lbs :S:S
you're motivational list really is...well...a motivation. :):)

[moxley22]

wow rereading old journals really makes the mind spin. i did that about 9 months ago and about lost myself! good luck with that and good luck finding your old self!

mox