so....I was randomly going through my buddypic, that i haven't been on in forever. And becky mentioned Livejournal. so here i am. I still can't believe that this thing was my LIFE, when i was a teenager...boy, it's so hard to believe. ha ha

Ya....i decided to update...i dunno why but ya. still working at the hut, it sucks there, :| been waitressing alot though, still lookin for a new job. schools almost out, i start again at mcc on jan 16th. so thatll be cool. i have a new bf, his names brandon, he's adorable and amazing:D i got my nipples peirced, looks pretty hot......been xmas ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't posted in the longest time, well it's not like anyone really reads this anyway.haha but ya i've been sooo fucking busy it's not even funny. I don't even have time to sleep:( I usally get 3-5 hours a night...it could be worse. Uh..works going fine i guess, i'm looking for a new job though, a better paying one, cuz this ( Read more... )

random update...cuz it's been a while. Um...i've been really down and depressed lately, and I dunno why. Well I mean I know why...but I dunno why it's making me this way. Ya know? LIke it shouldn't be enough to get me down...Um I've been tooo stressed out lately....not enough time to do anything, My weekends are soooo full. i don' thave time to ( Read more... )

So, I realized one of the reasons why I have such low self esteem, about my looks, personality, intelligence, etc. But for right now, it’s the whole ‘looks’ thing ( Read more... )

Ya so i randomly decided to update, it's been a while....uh, school started a couple weeks back. It sucks hardcore:( I dropped french4 honors..it was just to much stress. I broke up with kyle....I won't get into it, but ya...deciding whether or not to go to Home Comming, I asked Matt to go, but I doubt he'll say yes, so I doubt I'll go. I almost ( Read more... )

Well, i suppose i will post, considering i haven't in almost a month. Times flown by. In june it was going by slow, but damn, it's going by fast as hell now~! and that depresses me cuz school starts next week, HOLY SHIT! but um ya, i went to michigan, it was alot funner than NJ, i went to the beach alot, i actually got my tattoo a while ago, lol ( Read more... )

Werd up Homiesss...I decided to update, not gunna be a long one though. hrm i've been home from jersey for a week and a day. and I've been hanging out with kyle, and becky. and working ALOT!!! I went back to work last thurs...I worked a double, BLAH! Then I worked friday, saterday and sunday. THen i had monday and tuesday off...those 2 days becky ( Read more... )

yep, so I'm back from jersey, and it SUCKED. was at my gmas hosue for like 5 days...and i caught a cold from her hosue cuz her house is sooo fucking dirty it;s NASTY! tons of dust and mold and ewwy. but while i was there we didn't do a FUCKING THING :( but ya then we went to my aunts house by the shore, adn i thought things would get better, well ( Read more... )

yep so i'm leaving for jersey in like...7 hours....soooo um ill be back maybe on the 20th...all u jersey ppl that read this gimme a call so i can see yall...and anyone else that misses me:D haha ya right, um gimme a call on my cell...hope u guys have a great week and a half or whatever ( Read more... )