Fuck a Friend F....and what am I doing? Playing soccer:( Today is our last day of tryouts....which I'm happy about, but then, I miss Blaines Variety Show thingy, and I was looking forward to going...so that's crappy. I missed try outs last night because I had a band concert:| Fun...Wednesday we were outside, wow was that flippin cold as hell! lol ( Read more... )

Soccer try outs...Day 1....not as painful...but im still sore...and im sure it will get worse as the week progresses...im afraid i won't make it :( pray that i'll make it!! heh...this is our last FULL week of school in march:D whoopie ( Read more... )

ya soo....Missi wants me to be more positive....we'll try this....the other day i wrote a list of positives on here, but it got deleted, or didn't work..I wasn't TOO TOO pissed off...but I was to lazy to rewrite it, so screw it i'm not doing it.

Lets see....this weeks been extremely stupid and pointless in school. Sucks major ass. Turned in my ( Read more... )

So ya...I don't even no what to say...where to begin. I haven't writen in a while, so I decided to force myself to write. Not much has been going on...but then again everything is happening. This is one of my many break downs of the week tonight.....

I just really don't know what to do about things anymore. All this stress and sadness is weighing ( Read more... )

So...Thursday night...I had a little..'break down'...which I hadn't had since ohhh about December, so I was doing pretty good. But ya...my mom walked in on me, in the middle of my break down. and I snapped at her. I bitched at her, and I used my sarcasm skill and my attitude to the best of my ability. So she was hard core pissed at me. So ya...that ( Read more... )

Well...I'm pretty much the same as I was the last week, and the week before that,.....and the week before that. Still...Lost, confused, crushed, sad, depressed, numb..anyway. I started to write a new song...it's not about a guy, or them breaking up with a girl. For once...lol. If I think it's not shitty...then I'll post it. Even though my other one ( Read more... )

Ya...I know I just updated yesterday, but I wrote something...a song..a poem...whatever. But I wanted to hear all your negative comments about it. Because " Negativity...does the body good"

As you can tell, I'm not in the best mood. DragonDan2003: whats wrong with u ? lol....I have no clue...

More painful arguements with Matt...I won't go into ( Read more... )

soooo ya...it's fuck a friend friday. Finally...this week went slow, even though I was only there for 3 days. Wednesday we had the soccer meeting after school...it was ok, just got schedules etc. If I make the team, and once the schedule is set in stone, I will post what it is on here, so people can randomly go to a game if they want. Which no one ( Read more... )

Eew, I just found this black hair in my water, that was sick.

So Bree is sick...ya well you know I've been sick for like 2 weeks, but it's like...really bad now. So I left school early yesterday, and obviously didn't go today. I'm really bummed that I got sick, because I had a goal of not missing a day this year...and I got..2 weeks into the ( Read more... )

Gosh...I don't even know what to say, what to write. I've been feeling very poetic lately, due to certain cirrcumstances. But I can't bring myself to write. There is just to much to say, that I can't concentrate on just one thing to write about, that's how it is all the time and I hate it!! So I wind up writing random phrases down, and not really ( Read more... )