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[ocean_dreams_xo]

it is most definitely NATHAN's birthday today.
he is 15, oh wow he is growing up so fast.
haha ok so um yes anyways.
i just wanted you guys all to wish him a happy birthday
i love you, nate <333

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[living_4_you]

umm i love you lots and tons
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO N-DAWG TOO!!!!
but he already knows that
sorry i missed star wars =[ i didnt have fun at all, dont worry
but glad you did
i would have slapped those boys so hard too =]

love and you SAMMS 5 and i dont care who knows it
<33

[ocean_dreams_xo]

giiirl. it would have been so HILARIOUS if you were there. i would have been laughing so hard ... like peeing my pants laughing. yeah.
hahaha oh man it woulda been great.

i love you !
& SaMmS 5 too of course

[starry_dream_xo]

hmmm...samms 5, that cool

[ocean_dreams_xo]

yes we made it up at the park one day

[h0peless_xx]

allie, you are a crazy crazy crazy girl. hahaha i dont know why. you just are. =]

[ocean_dreams_xo]

your crazierrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
if thats a word

[starry_dream_xo]

hmmm... sarah, allie, mychala, michelle, shalini... so am i not part of u guys ne more. that really sux. and i dont wanna hear ne excuses that u guys can come up with. i was one of u guys's best friends and that really sux. i thought we still were, but if u guys are gonna go doing the stupid *initial* thing too, and then consider me one of ur best friends...but i am not included in it then that really sux....thanks that makes me feel just WONDERFUL!! (and i love u guys too)

[ocean_dreams_xo]

carli im really sorry. one day we were all at the park and we just made it up right then and there. we had been hanging out alot, the 5 of us, and so we did that SaMmS 5 thing. you and me ... never ever hang out anymore. and i dont think you and sarah, or mychala or michelle and shalini hang out that much either. it seems like its just always you and corinna and theres nothing wrong with that but i feel like i dont even know you anymore.
im sorry ... this is just how i feel. another example is shalinis party ... you didnt really hang out with us. so ...
im not trying to hurt you. none of us are. i hope you know that.
♥ ♥

[starry_dream_xo]

if u saw me at the beginning of the party i was happy and including myself and everything, but then buttercup came on and the four of u were all like "o too bad michelle isnt here, this is the 5 of ours song." well that used to be the 6 of ours song. everyone always praises u like u are the greatest thing to ever walk the earth, u dont know what it is like to be pushed away, ignored, and excluded. i only excluded myself from the rest ofthe party because i was crying most of the time, and when i wasnt i was trying not to. its really hard to hang out with people who u thinkhate u. and u made it up at the park when all of u guys were there...funny, i couldnt have been included since i wasnt even invited. u guys cant say that i only hang out with corinna and that is why u think i dont hang out with u guys. the reason i am never with u guys is because i am never invited anywhere so i figure im not wanted (clearly) and corinna is always there because she isnt invited either, so i hang out with her

[ocean_dreams_xo]

im really sorry that you feel that way.i heard you talking to mychala and haley about it on the bus the other day.

and i just really want to tell you that people dont praise me like im the best thing to walk the earth. half the time they dont mean it, and the other half they are making fun of me. i've just realized how often people lie to me. and these past couple days i've been betrayed by more than one person. even the people i thought i knew the best ... which i dont anymore.

i do cry myself to sleep. i have for the past 2 weeks straight and alot of other times. the past 2 days i've broken down at school and soccer and wherever else i've gone. and the past 2 days i've been depressed. i dont know if you can tell. but im trying to hide it.

so i kind of know what its like. im sorry you feel like we're pushing you away. but we dont mean to. i promise you that.
♥

[anonymous]

YAY ITS MY BIRD-DAY!!! totally dominant and i loved star wars 3 to death. such a good movie. well as everyone knows me and al are hardcore, true-to-the-core star wars fans and she wore a chewbacca suit to the show...JK but i still had a great time!!

thanks al i love you to death!

x23

[ocean_dreams_xo]

nateee
star wars was awesome. our costumes were totally dominant and we scared everyBODY there. with your evil darth vader mask. and i was chewbacca .... girlll watch out. TEAM spectacular all the way
right ???
RIGHT !!!