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Life as we know it is changing .. some things are better, some things are worse, some things have stayed the same and some things will NEVER change.
But it seems like you always try to say the things you cant undo. please, find yourself because I cant find you. just be yourself because i dont know you. you tell me that you do your best ... yeah, sure. just keep on laughing cause as i always say, there WILL be another day. for me.
should I be the one to give up on everything? you said you listened, but you never truly did. and look at me, IM to show for it. I told you what i needed, but you forgot. its ok, ill make sure that no one ever forgets me again. the truth you never spoke of is finally catching up with me. theres no denying it. we've struggled with lies that never seem to go away.
Of course i dont hate you. i dont think i ever could. im not giving up ... i could never do that. but we're just so different now. I know I need to step up and be strong and just forget everything that happened. just like you forgot everything i said. we thought we knew eachother, but looking back, did we?
I always try to hold you up when your hurt. when I need you, you turn away. why? do you know that i feel invisible to you. just talk to me when i need it please. dont turn your head. i dont care about all this anymore, its behind me. its simple, you left me here alone. but i've moved on.
the hurt will never leave. and we are changed. i am changed.
♥ ♥ ♥
i love belle, odette, meg, snow white, cinderella and jasmine soooo much. you guys are my life and mean everythinnnnggggg to me. *lUcky 7*
and my crescent girls of course. <333
mychala* GRUDGEEE *normalll normalll normalll*
michelle* are you looking at what i am? yeah ... that hairy meatball over there.
sarah* michelle, your camera flew out the window. ((allie the window isnt even open))
I LOVE YOU !!!!