Well, ain't that somethin'.

[acomplex_guy]

Continued from here.Well, ain’t this just nice and dandy. Knew she was crazy from the get-go. Trying to play all hard and tough and then she let’s me kiss her. Ok so it was more of me forcing a kiss upon her which I expected to lead to another one of her punches or whatever the hell it’d be this time, but I got something else in return. Somethin’ I

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[invasiveregret]

I was annoyed. And a flashback had suddenly settled into my mind. As if a whirlwind of memories. Something I never seemed to get was looking into my mothers eyes and trying to find truth in them. 'Mami' I'd say, trying to decide whether I wanted to stay in high school or quit at the ripe age of sixteen. I had two more years left. Just two. I knew what she wanted from me, she wanted me to become a cop. 'All that anger' she'd say. 'No will to use it.' Oh I had will to use it, on the suspects that I suspected to be doing anything fowl in my life. Whether it be steal from my own house, or push the kid next to me onto the ground. Bloody noses, broken arms. You name it. I did it. Bend their fingers back? Fine. She'd look at me with that stern look in those hazel hues, and just shake her head. So what if I was angry? I wanted to be angry. I was happy for my life. I was never a coward, never wanted to die

[acomplex_guy]

Was I ever really one to play nice and simply?

I don’t think so. So what makes her think I’m going to play all nice now. Guess you could say its cuase she don’t know me. That’s how it always is. Don’t know me and I put on a act, a damn good one if I might say.

No one messes with me the way she did. Really! Who the hell did she think she was, Miss Ana Lucia, wow I’m so scared now. Oh what is she going to do? Punch me again? Not that I haven’t had enough of that already. Take so much pain and your body starts getting used to it. She could punch me a million times if she wanted to and it wouldn’t make a difference. Can’t soften me up none.

"You leadin' me in circles?"

I smirk.

"Are you?”

She pulled me aside with a bit of edge might I say. “Thought you’d figure that one out sooner there sparky.” I started leading her in circles or squares or whatever the hell shape you wanted to call it, from the beginning.

“Really thought it was going to be that easy.” I comment. They always think it’s going to be that easy…..

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[invasiveregret]

"Ana! ANA LUCIA CORTEZ!" my mother had shouted with all her fiery rage. Either A, she'd seen what I'd done to the bitch at school for slashing my mothers' tires. (Yeah I knew who it was.)Or B, she'd seen my report card. I cringed at both, self assured I was officially fucked

[acomplex_guy]

"You mean to tell me that you can't listen to what I just said. Not that hard to understand English." I say in a slightly mocking tone