time away is good...while you're away
lately i've been wanting to just sum things up without really going into them. i feel like someone hit the pause button on march 24th and just decided to press play again. ten days that i feel now didn't even happen and the only evidence i have is a peeling sunburn and some sand and seashells. i wish i could tell you, more like i wish i could tell myself, that this past week was well worth it, but i don't know. everything is so messed up right now. when i look back on it, it will be, but not right now. ten days apart and i found myself falling in love, and now that i'm back, none of it's real. i'm sure that this is just one of those nights. it always is, and by tomorrow, i'll be okay. once again, i wish i could accurately tell you how things have been, but i find myself coming so short of what is actually happening.
'cause it ain't easiser
waking up at dawn to find i lost my crown
if i found you there with flowers in your hair
i'd hold you in my arms until we came back down
a smile that explodes
i could never understand
sometimes i think that it might just be the song that gets the best of me.