departure and worry...and worry...and worry...

[oceanavenue823]

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Comments

[1fineday]

When I played sports I always wished that sometime in a really intense moment in a game I would get hurt, and for the rest of the season have to wrap/ice/bandange whatever I'd injured. It just seemed like something everyone else did, and one day when a bunch of girls were wrapping their ankles and knees before a tournament I told all of them. Ten minutes later in the game I came down after a block and tore a bunch of ligaments in my ankle.
And it definitely wasn't as great as I'd hoped.

[oceanavenue823]

i always felt that way in basketball too. then when i hurt my wrist for like a week, i didnt even like it just for such a short time.

also...

thank you for taking care of my toe;

sisterhood of the travelling pants! i think that was a wise choice of movie for the time;

i'm once again sorry about bonnie's car. it was probably ian because i definitely knew it was hers and stayed away.

but not to end that on a sour note...

I HAVE NO UPPER LIP!

[1fineday]

hahhaaaha but you are beautiful despite your lack of lip, and you're welcome about the toe. love!

[courtknee_x_bee]

no matter what, it's been worth it. things may not be the same, and I agree that they are not, but they probably shouldn't be. nothing is so bad that it can ruin all of your memories and the person you've become as a result of these experiences. It's probably for the best that we want to move on. I don't even know if it's painful anymore. It just seems natural...but it still gets me down too.

[oceanavenue823]

nothing is so bad that it can ruin all of your memories and the person you've become as a result of these experiences.

that's so true.

i was on such an emotional wave when i wrote this. i still want to talk to you about iu and what happened after that tuesday and everything so i'm going to try to fix my bike and get a bagel...if you know what i mean. X(oxo)!

[itsnotwrecked]

Magaret Richard Graber, you are a wonderful person and I love you too much to see you upset. As I was reading your post, I felt like it was me talking, (my parents also just celebrated their anniversary)because I feel the exact same way a lot. But I just try to believe that everything a person does, they do it for a reason. As if our lives are these intricate mysteries or a 1000 piece jig-saw puzzle that appear so confusing at certain times, but as we piece together the corner pieces and build off those, it all starts to make sense. It has to make sense one day, or what would be the point of living? That's sort of my outlook on life: cherish the good times, and use the bad times to realize how good the other times really were. Because "the sweet isn't as sweet without the sour." < Vanilla Sky

[oceanavenue823]

you are my hero. let's talk one day and do a jig-saw puzzle and make funny faces.

[the__television]

heal heal, but if a frog, if you don't heal today you shall heal tomorrow (:

[oceanavenue823]

i dont quite know what it means/where it came from, but i like that. i hope you're having an awesome summer!

[the__television]

It means exactly what it says. lol I am having a awesome summer, I hope you are as well, although in this post you seem a bit stressed.

[oceanavenue823]

yeah, i definitely was. it was last week and pms brought some of it but it felt good writing it.