Lately I have been burdened with sudden bouts of sadness.

The only thing that takes my mind off of it, is making other people happy. It seems as though no one wants to be happy as of late.

I feel like a failure. I can't help but to view crying as a weakness. I'm falling apart lately. I'm weak.

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“The Sun Never Says”
Hafiz
translated by Daniel Ladinsky

Even
After
All this time
The sun never says to the earth,

“You owe
Me.”

Look
What happens
With a love like that,
It lights the
Whole
Sky.

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Lesson learned : I can't ever depend on anyone to do anything.

But really, all we want, and I speak for the entire human race here, is contact. Someone to let us know that we aren't alone. That the world isn't a dream and you and I really are happening at the same time, even if it's not in the same place. That this is real. You're really there. I'm really here. We're real.

This is real.

I'm unbelievably happy.

When did smoking become cool?

I just want to be left alone. I'm tired of hearing about your stupid drama, all the meaningless details of your weekend, hearing all the terrible things you say about me all the time, all the terrible things you say about my friends and my boyfriend every weekend. If you want to get to me, you're doing it the right way, but be prepared for the ( Read more... )