you're so lovely. listening to this made me wish i was sitting on the washer and dryer with you, whispering together instead of just hearing over soundwaves & computers. you sound defeated - but girlie, you know things always get worse before they get better. and you're strong, that's easy to see. i've never suffered from racism, so i certainly am not going to say that i know how you feel, but i think everyone suffers from prejudism in some form or another. i've fought prejudism about being "the sick girl"...the girl with the chronic illness...etc, and i know what you mean, about it just killing you. but i also firmly believe it's made me stronger, i'm so much stronger than those people who get handed everything on a silver platter, you know? anyway, i wish we could have tea parties & dissect society & find the cure for cancer over a cup of english breakfast. if we ever met, i have a feeling we'd be inseperable. until then, just know that i care - even if there is thousands of miles & wires seperating us :D.
thank you =] oh god, i wish you would visit me & we would be so completely inseparable, we'd have to adopt a new name for us, jashley or ashica. it's really up to you, but i like ashica more. i don't think i'm getting any 'stronger', it's like saying that a rock will only be stronger from all the weathering, but you know in the end all it does is wear down and disappear completely. i feel like that rock.
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I have to listen to it again, your voice was so little and my house suddenly filled with people, so I lost most of the words.
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I'm sorry I was so quiet, apparently no one can understand me. =[
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I do not know what to do except wish I could kiss your forehead and whisper back.
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listening to this made me wish i was sitting on the washer and dryer with you, whispering together instead of just hearing over soundwaves & computers. you sound defeated - but girlie, you know things always get worse before they get better. and you're strong, that's easy to see. i've never suffered from racism, so i certainly am not going to say that i know how you feel, but i think everyone suffers from prejudism in some form or another. i've fought prejudism about being "the sick girl"...the girl with the chronic illness...etc, and i know what you mean, about it just killing you. but i also firmly believe it's made me stronger, i'm so much stronger than those people who get handed everything on a silver platter, you know?
anyway, i wish we could have tea parties & dissect society & find the cure for cancer over a cup of english breakfast. if we ever met, i have a feeling we'd be inseperable. until then, just know that i care - even if there is thousands of miles & wires seperating us :D.
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thank you =]
oh god, i wish you would visit me & we would be so completely inseparable, we'd have to adopt a new name for us, jashley or ashica. it's really up to you, but i like ashica more. i don't think i'm getting any 'stronger', it's like saying that a rock will only be stronger from all the weathering, but you know in the end all it does is wear down and disappear completely. i feel like that rock.
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I will be sending you something soon soon. I can't decide what to send you so maybe I will just send you my iPod.
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