Rant/Whine

[oceangypsymoon]

Some days all I can think about is getting the hell out of Erie and moving out to Bethlehem. A chance to start over. Time to get out and break up my routine. Hanging out and maybe even living with someone I love. Finding a job that I really like. Heck, maybe even start to think about settling down, getting married, and starting a family. That’s

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[bassclarinetgal]

As much as I don't want to say this . . .
A) quit going out and buying alcohol. That stuff is expensive.
B) Yeah, it's hard and expensive to move . . .
But
C) you'll be in debt no matter what you do. If you want to ever get married, it costs money. Getting food costs money.
I could tell you about my expenses and how I moved 4 hours and got my parents (barely) to help me. I could tell you how I hated where I was and still kinda do and oh, yeah, supposedly I have a great job but it is very frustrating and I don't want to be a children's librarian ever again . . .

Money is just an excuse. If you want to move, nothing can stop you. So you'll be in debt and uncomfortable for a bit. That's what Sam is for. To make things better.

At least you'd have that if you go East. I had Cassie. blah.

Quit thinking and just do.

[oceangypsymoon]

A) I haven't been to a bar since the last weekend in February and only spent $30 on food and drink. I haven't bought any alcohol from a store since February 2007.

Anyways, :P

I have so many other reasons to go out there, besides Sam. You and Cassie would only be 2 hours away instead of 6.5. That's more manageable. Sam keeps telling me to make sure it's what I really want to do. And don't make the decision in the heat of the moment. (like today's events.) He's told me over and over again that he would be really happy if I moved out there, but it's something that I should want to do and not just because of him.

Grr...