What is my passion?

[oceanic04]

I had a wonderful time Saturday night! Surrounded by my favorite people, minus a few. I cannot wait to see the pictures Emily took, half the time I didn't even realize she was taking pictures. The dancing, lap dances by Ryan, all the catch up on each others lives convos., and lots of laughter. I really did miss people, everyone seemed like they had

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[hillsie]

Valerie, holy crap, you are my twin! How did I not know this? Seriously, I was reading your entry and thinking "does this girl read my effing personal journal or something? It freaks the bejesus out of me. I want desparately to study abroad, to find and go on new and fun adventures. Adventures, I think thats what makes us who we are, well, at least it doesnt make us boring! And I want so much to figure out what to do with my life, and I have no idea. I just can't see myself doing any one thing forever and I would abhor doing some mediocre, paper-pushing job just so I can live in such-and-such a neighborhood or drive such-and-such a car. And I really understand about the boy. My boy(or my ex-boy or whatever) called me the other night and...I still got butterflies in my stomach and still got a knot in my throat. Why???!!! Make it go away! And I hate having to pretend like being around him doesnt faze me...nonchalance is harder than it looks.
So, with you being my clone and all, we must hang out when school starts. Have fun at rush.

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[oceanic04]

Of course we will hang out! I've been wanting to study abroad forever, I've never left the U.S besides Cancun. I think your understanding of things is based on your experiences so I want to go out and see new things, broaden my horizens. Living in Dothan I see people who live in a little box, they don't understand anything and they're so closed minded, I never want to be like that. Even before you wrote this entry I have noticed little similarities in our personalities; it's always nice to meet people you relate well with. See you in a few weeks! Merry Christmas!