i think i care too much. sometimes i wish i didn't care. like right now. what does caring do for you if you care all the time? *shrugs* sometimes you don't ever get anything out of it.

consider me selfish but i don't care right now. that feels good... sad and almost hypocritical, ain't it? oh well, life goes on...

adieu

you know how when you're totally absent-minded that your eyes glaces over at something and it just stays there while you're busy blanking out? well, i could stay like that for hours and not blink once. i can't get over what happened today. it's all bizarre and i don't know how to make of it execpt to pick up what's left of my pride, pick up the ( Read more... )

stupid people have this incredible knack of making one babble incohorently and vibrate with the ticking bomb that's just itching to go off.

hah! well, i could smile in the face of the dumbass fucker because he won't comphrend even that! (how sad! *gags*)

well, that being said, peace n love. (oh no, not you deficits of basic intelligence...)

its hopeless, pathetic, and driving me insane because i see it, that i'm metaphorically helen keller.

i like this result ;)

actions are so often underrated. you watch me as my chest swells up and shrink slowly yet quick as air dispells from my mouth. you see me sigh and in that itself, it could mean more than words could ever describe ( Read more... )

each day that passes by,
i shed my skin,
i grow more.
from this day on,
i will bide to my promise,
no more baggages.
i will not be compared
to lot's pillar of salt wife.

Normalcy is a joke. Who's to say what's normal ( Read more... )

tell me why every little thing that brings a smile to my face has to be taken away from me? why do i truly feel like i've been forsaken? DO I NOT MATTER ANYMORE?!

what brings you joy can also bring you sadness. i can't look at pictures of his gorgeous, descended from heaven face, his imploring green eyes anymore. i guess a part of me won't ever get over him.