"It's like death. Illness, disease, hell. I literally hurt inside and out, physically and emotionally. A black hole surrounds my "being" and sucks life out of me. Doesn't matter anyway, I don't need it
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Hello, I found you through a post your friend made in a Christian girls' community I'm in. Your journal's format and sayings really pulled me in and then I found I could really relate to the emotions you've been expressing lately. I've struggled with depression multiple times in my life, and even though I've actually been about a year and a half now without any serious bouts, I think some of us are just given to that type of mentality.
So anyways. Enough rambling. Here's my account of what I felt the first and worst time it hit me, and the only time I've ever seriously considered suicide, too. But please know that God cares, and He is unchanging even when you feel a million miles away.
Hope I didn't offend you or freak you out too much! If it's okay, I'll add you to my friends list and be praying for you.
Yeah, I kinda thought so... that's where the "hope I didn't freak you out" part came into play. Do you mind if I add you anyway? You don't have to believe what I do. I just think your LJ's interesting... and in real life I have friends who don't believe in God either. Who knows? Maybe we could learn something from each other.
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So anyways. Enough rambling. Here's my account of what I felt the first and worst time it hit me, and the only time I've ever seriously considered suicide, too. But please know that God cares, and He is unchanging even when you feel a million miles away.
Hope I didn't offend you or freak you out too much! If it's okay, I'll add you to my friends list and be praying for you.
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If not, that's OK... no offense taken :-)
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