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oceanofmadness

Delayed Weekend Update...

Nov 03, 2004 09:03

Monday, when I finally got to work, the internet was down and it stayed down all day. Today has been my first day online since the weekend and WHAT a weekend i had, not to mention the school day before ( Read more... )

Comments 6

hippikitti November 6 2004, 23:07:54 UTC

Good luck.

oceanofmadness November 9 2004, 14:55:05 UTC

yeah, i know you never liked him either. why? because you two are alike. NEITHER of you could stand the other one because each of you wanted all of my time.

well, whatever, you gave up. i gave up. it was reciprocated.

hippikitti November 11 2004, 21:36:45 UTC

Yeah, I did give up, almost. I dunno, I was just so alone and jealous. Of course, I got over that silly little crush ages ago, but it hurt somehow. Anyway, I understand things a little better now, and you know what? I hope you're happy, and things stay happy for quite a while. Siddhartha knows this world could use some more smiles.

oceanofmadness November 11 2004, 22:08:59 UTC

thats a good way of looking at it. i'm glad you can still be a little positive. i'm sorry that jason took all of our hanging out time away. i know its late, but i think you should hear it. thank you for your blessings.

Buddhism is a beautiful thing. So respectful.

I hope you're happy, and if not, that things will get better. I hope they stay that way, too. You don't deserve less.

I may be completely wrong but.... rhpspiscesboi November 9 2004, 02:17:36 UTC

You might not have been referring to me at all, but it struck a chord so I'm going to respond.

I never had a problem with Jason. My only problem is the fact that you weren't allowed to have friends unless they were approved by him. Even then you had to have permission to go out. I never thought you would let someone interfere in our friendship but your lack of communication to me proves otherwise. This is reminiscent of things I was put through by another Ocean girl.

Sucks to think you would just throw a friendship away and chalk it up so easily to people growing apart. You always seemed like a fighter to me. Never thought you'd give up so easily.

Hope you don't spend your life this broken. Hope you find your strength again. I love you and miss you.

Re: I may be completely wrong but.... oceanofmadness November 9 2004, 14:52:16 UTC

no, the whole post was kinda in general. pretty much everyone has been telling me to break up with him and it's getting to be too much. everything has been pulling me apart. i think i'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown over it. but thats not the point at all ( ... )