Well on monday i did a show for american crew at academy. It was absolutly awesome. I have missed the rush you get when you walk up on the stage.
All i can say is that it made me feel totally alive again.
Here is a crappy phone shot before we got to the club..... i want a tat like that now!!!

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Well yesterday i signed with Scene. www.scenemodels.com. It was such a relief that an agent was nice. Sydney really put you in your place ( Read more... )

Well Sydney is definatly showing me what a nympho i really am but its also showing me how i definatly want more. To be honest i had planned to come to sydney and be how to put it.... generous but when i got here i looked at all the old pics and found a certain few that i made for someone ( Read more... )

What sydney has taught me so far
-Its okay to ask someone in the middle of teh street in broard daylight for a threesom
-Poor people are scum unless they are pretty
-I can apparentlt be bought
Wow i never knew these things. Looks like i wont fit in here

Well tomorrow im off to sydney ( Read more... )

Its decided. Im not going out for a bit. Some time alone is needed.

Well its set ( Read more... )

Some times you shock yourself.
I make the same mistake over and over again and then try and solve it with an action that i know only makes it worse.
Im not moving to melbourne until july i need to work myself out and make sure im going for the right reasons.
Fuck this.

I used to think that people wearnt mean that it took someone to make that person mean but now im thinking that some people are just born with a black heart. i cried on christmas day. I don't know if it was what he was saying or just the fact that he was trying to hurt me for no other reason than to get some self satisfaction. maybe a combination of ( Read more... )

Well the plans are back on track. To sydney i go in feb ( Read more... )