so, I seirously doubt I'm getting into URI; not negativity, just premonition, I guess. Anyway, even if I get in, I can't pay for it, and now talking to Carly, I won't have a place to say. It's like over the course of two days this life I'm trying to get going just kinda disappeared. I don't know what to do about it, and I think I'm honestly ( Read more... )

so, I'm not dead. I'm in Rhode Island right now sittin next to Carly...apparently our new game is throwing cats at guests. Ca va.

Okay.

uh, bye y'all

I just balanced my checkbook, and even after paying geek squad $100 just to come out for about 8 minutes this morning to tell me that my computer needs to be looked at by HP; I still have $205 that's NOT SPOKEN FOR! Do you know what this means? I've paid all my bills, on time, all in the same month and I am in the black!!! Gahh!! My paycheck ( Read more... )

so, I lost my fucking toe nail this morning. Not two hours after I was thinking to myself, "okay, just make it through this week like any other, and I'm getting the fuck out of here." And theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen ( Read more... )

so i'm still alive.

i still reside in florida.

little pieces of my soul keep dying.

i hate horses.

okay folks, since a few of you (you know who you are) have noticed I've not written in a while: this is more or less for you ( Read more... )

Am I worth fighting for?

like, really?

feeling better.

same shit as before. Plus a few.

just dealing with it better.

so, last night I found out that my best friend (from elementary school - jr. high)'s friends...all hate me. When I first got back into town, one was getting married, and I asked if I should go say hi. My best friend's reply: "nah." Put so simply, it deterred me. Much better than, "he hates you, you shouldn't go." So, now thats blindingly ( Read more... )

so, my bank's screwing me over. even I can see that when I have $34 and I take out $22 that it's still a positive number, yet they charge me $31 and then I'm in the hole again. But this one's not my fault, so I have to call their asses tomorrow and get that shit straightened out, though I won't be holding my breath, because it's xmas season and ( Read more... )