Jesus Christ.

Growing up is hard. And awkward. And not fun.

How the hell do you talk to your own mother about something like this?!? Ahhh damn. There's too many possibilities for this to go badly. It could turn out okay, if she's cool with everything and understanding. That would rock, because I'd totally be able to confide in her about anything ( Read more... )

Summer has a funny way of  making things really clear. It's obvious who really cares about you and who your real friends are when you don't have to see people every day, you know?

I've actually been really surprised. I mean, I miss the usual people, like Trev and Inigo and Ben and Colleen and Zoe, but I'm missing people that I thought I was done ( Read more... )

So I thought I was over you but I guess maybe I'm not.

Cause when I let you go looks like lonely is all that I got.

Today I heard you got a new last name,

sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way.

And the radio just keeps on playing all these songs about rain.

Confused like always. What else is new? Oh well. It's supposed to rain every day ( Read more... )

First<3 Yeah so Trev got me obsessed with all these totally unknown bands and I love him for it haha. I mean, I'm really picky about my music so you know this stuff has got to be good. Seriously, y'all should go check some of this stuff out at purevolume.com. Amber Pacific and Daphne Loves Derby and The Spill Canvas are awesome. Haha okay okay, ( Read more... )

Wow, I've gotten really bad at this livejournal thing, I just never have time anymore! All of you people that update like, daily....yeah, you guys are my heros because I don't know how you do it. Haha :)

Okay so....oooh had my HOBY conference two weekends ago! Yeah, that was amazing. So many new friends and so many new cute boys! Yayyy, I can't ( Read more... )

Got burned playing outdoor today...yeah that's no good. And it hurts really bad and the aloe stuff to make it feel better smells funny. Damn.

So. Even though everything's been kind of dramatic, it's been a good weekend. I love sleepovers with the girls, even if it started out for a bad reason. But as we saw, double chocolate brownie Ben and Jerry's ( Read more... )

So...it's been a good weekend. Very good. I love everyone. Really, I do. And even if some things are kind of confusing....it'll all be okay. Everything's gonna turn out just fine, like it always does.

Work pretty much takes over my life now but I have lovely lovely friends who come see me and then take me out after and then everything doesn't seem ( Read more... )

First day of work on Thursday...haha I'm kind of scared. Lame, I know. And I'm going to kill someone if I have to work Friday night because 1. I have a social life 2. I will go crazy because I'm going to be so confused and stressed out by my job and 3. I have to put up with a 2 hour staff meeting on Saturday morning. Gosh dang.

And just to put ( Read more... )

Regionals were awesome. We came in second., which is seriously incredible. But it was the last tournament, which always hits me like a brick wall. I'm never ready for it to just be...over. I couldn't have asked for a better group of girls. Sarah, Alex, Tay, Kat, Dee, Chels, Jen, Amy, Leslie, Lyndsey...we'll all stay close, and I can't wait for next ( Read more... )

I'm so lucky that I can call the two best girls in the whole world my best friends. Haha I know y'all get sick of hearing about them, but I don't think I could ever really say enough.

Tonight we went to eat and rode around and got lost-ish by West Hall and then managed to miss an entire soccer game that we were supposed to be at. It was ( Read more... )