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-im ready to leave here. to be done with it. totally prepared.

-plans with the megan today. looks like they'll be slightly interrupted. i wasnt planning on kate all of the sudden being motivated. she decided to go work for her dad. she could be there till like 2. that makes my life just a little more difficult ( Read more... )

-my mother is a psycho and my father is narcoleptic. sure, you guys can come on over ( Read more... )

-with everything thats been going on, ive been feeling/acting very strange lately. i think some people have been feeling the effects of it. i dont know that they dont deserve to though.

-living with my brother has changed my thinking. he's made me less able ( Read more... )

-last nights dream was strange. i was with derek. we were at my work. he had his drum kit and i got suckered into lending him money. my boss (bill) told me it was ok to lend it to him. somehow derek and i got acid. we decided to go to andrew waites house to do it. it was christmas at that point, so he had just gotten 3 big screen tv's and i was too ( Read more... )

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-have anything important to tell me?

-i was fine until he expressed that he felt like it might be a mistake. there wasnt a doubt in my mind until i thought that there was one in his. someone else keeps telling me that he is dumb. he keeps saying that im a bad mark in this boys "score-book-o-girls". i really dislike that. a lot. i think its maybe because i fear that everything he says ( Read more... )

-i can never have that back.