I am so fucking deprest. Thanx, LJ for being there so I can pour my heart and soul here and just leave it to die. I vent, you listen, no questions asked, and thank you to my dear friends who care enough to read this ( Read more... )

I gotta learn how to fight.. not physically, but mentally and emotionally. I gotta learn how to stand up for myself and those that I care about. I gotta learn how to not take crap from people. Does anyone have any advice? ::sigh:: I also gotta learn to be more direct.

I hate whiny bitches like myself. I wanna fight.

I pray for change.

Dam, it's been a while eh ( Read more... )

it's 5:21am and I can't sleep. This fucking sucks. Actually, I prolly COULD sleep NOW. Bleh. So now I'm faced with this decision: Go to sleep now and wake up around 11am? I'd feel like I completely wasted my day when I could've gone to get my dam resume critiqued AGAIN at school AND gone to the bank. FUCK. I just might sleep today ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about her...
it's like the first date all over again..
it's like the first time we met and she's all I can think about
I'm so in love....

Love is grand.

Goodnite.

I wish I could stop recycling these shitty emotions of anger sometimes ( Read more... )

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She's freakin' amazing and she just doesn't know it.. I mean, she really has no idea. And she's in so much pain sometimes. and she hates everything sometimes... and I just wish I could take her away from it all. I wish I could end all her suffering and keep the demons away. I wish I could be her everything. I would never let her down. I wish I ( Read more... )

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My stomach feels ODD to say the least. I miss my band and I miss my girl even more ( Read more... )