They say time heals everything.... I'm still waiting..

[october_logic]

I wonder how long it takes.. I'm getting restless.

And on a humorous note: http://xkcd.com/395/ I discovered xkcd in a roundabout way. My first exposure was unrealized, as I saw sumidha's userpic and thought "that's so cute" but didn't really know what it meant. Then Hub showed me a comic strip on a

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[diamondreads]

My three things daily: yesterday
Knitting circle
Walking
Podcasts
Sunshine
(this is the shortened version)

Name three things that made you happy yesterday. How many can you find?

[october_logic]

Hmm... lessee...

- Sunshine - the weather was really nice.
drums her fingers and thinks... yesterday was not a particularly good day.. hmmm...
- I learned about the possibility of a job within walking distance of my home, however I wouldn't feel right about applying as I've only been at my current job for two months. But sometime in the future if/when this contract ends, then I'll have a closer option to look into.
- I like looking at the pictures I've put up on my shelf here at work.

That's about it. Usually I can come up with a long list. I had to struggle to come up with three. :/ Hopefully I will be able to come up with more than three by the end of today. :)

[diamondreads]

Perhaps someone will smile at you, or you'll make someone laugh and brighten their day. Maybe you'll see something surprising! Anything is possible.

[october_logic]

I don't know what's wrong. I'm feeling overly emotional and overly sensitive. I feel like I was chastised about something today, here at work, but another lead assures me I'm not in trouble and I didn't do anything wrong. (Well, technically I did do something wrong, but only after the Boss told me to do so, then a different Boss told me I should not have... I don't do well with conflicting Bosses...)

There are a bunch of things that are 'up', that I've shelved to be dealt with later, as there's not much I can do about them right now.. so maybe that's part of it. Plus I'm feeling isolated at work since they put me on the new contract. The social aspect of work was apparently more important than I had thought. I literally am off by myself, whereas normally, most people have others sitting around them that they can at least say hello to, or ask questions of or whatever.

I think I've been able to maintain a decent mood appearance, but not up to my normal standards. A friend keeps asking if I'm ok, so I'm more subdued.. but trying.

[drjeff]

Snuggling rules.

Being alive, upright, and with some sense of control is good. :)

[october_logic]

Snuggling, definitely...
Alive and upright, check.
The last one.. is actually a bit of a struggle. To have it when one doesn't want it is almost as bad (maybe) as to not have it when you do want/need it. It's one of my "pushed to the back burner" issues at the moment, and I think it's getting tired of being ignored.

But, I'll focus on the snuggling, alive and upright aspects and tell the back burner issues to shuddup already. :)

Thanks. *hugs* :)

[drjeff]

Plus, we all have the capacity to masturbate. I forgot that one. It's important!!!!!!

:)

Hang in there!!

[october_logic]

Ok, you made me laugh. A lot. Out loud. At work even. That's -laughing- not the other thing. Employers would not understand the other. *grins*