life has been good..today i hopefully graduate bartending school..i'm not going out as much...just finding my center again if you want to call it that...i just feel like i'm not me anymore...so i have to find that again.

ok thats all

life has been one long comma...i sleep all day and hangout all night and repeat...except when i get really depressed and take sleeping pills to induce a comma for days at a time......... i shaved today....and seriously consittered cutting my wrists...is that weird... i mean everyone has had thoughts of just ending it sometimes...like pulling a ( Read more... )

so life has turned around on my again, i dont have an awesome girlfriends anymore, which is the case with me, i dont have an awesome job anyymore, and i dont have a family. i have certain friends, and thats it....well life really sucks.

so life latly has been going really well.. an awesome job and no drama in mylife....huh.....i dont think i will be going to many shows anymore...my old frineds are all idiots..well most of them are. but on an happyier note..well i guess its happyier my parents got divorced finally, and it smells like jager in my house.....i think i'm going to go ( Read more... )

i work life is good.

so in less then 3 hours i'll be 22....god i'm getting old....fuck....party......fuck......again.......all night and all morning.........fuck

death isnt the kinda thing that you deal with on a daily basis, especially on a close level.

I played connect the dots with your beauty marks ( Read more... )

public transportaton blows....fuck......

so yeah lifes been good until now, now its great.