Sagittarius: History's certainly repeating itself lately, isn't it? If you want things to change, you have to change the patterns you keep falling into.

Dear Life,
I hear you already.  But I have a question, why do you hate me?
Love,
Megann

Leave the mess
We'll save it for when you plan on coming back
Hold your breath
Make a wish
Cuz you're never coming ( Read more... )

Things suck.  I feel bad because I can't stop.  I apologize to the people who care about me because I know I suck.  I'm glad Daphne Loves Derby exist(ed?).  Now I know why they're such assholes.  If they had their hearts broken like in their songs, I totally get it.

200 miles away from home.
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart ( Read more... )

This is the first time in my entire life that I haven't had a plan for the future.  I don't know where I'll end up.  I don't know what's going to happen right now.  When I was telling that to Laura today at the bar, it made me excited.  I used to scare me, not having a plan.  Now that I don't have one, I like it.  I like not knowing where I'll end ( Read more... )

You didn't even wish me a happy birthday because you're so caught up in your brand new life with fantastical people.  I'm starting my 21st year out right.  Independent and without anyone but my friends and me because relationships suck, and you especially suck.  I had a wonderful birthday without you...I realized I can live without you....amazing.
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Several things:

I love Paris.  I love Europe in general.

I truly thought I was going to die last night, and it changed everything.

Speaking of almost dying, I am so thankful Laura is my house mate.  I would have killed myself by now if she wasn't.

I've lost 20 pounds, so I should get dumped more often.

I turn 21 the day after tomorrow, and in 23 days I ( Read more... )

Just give me a call
When you feel better
But you never do
And I'm just another debtor
To some palm reader
Who's got all her hands mixed up

Palm reader's breath
Smells of brandy and cigarettes
As she sells me sweet forgets
She needs something to get her through
She runs a scam like me and you
Oh yeah me and you

Freud said that love
Was a good ( Read more... )

Love grows in me like a tumor ( Read more... )

Nothing is what it seemed to be ( Read more... )

Lately you’ve been acting in a role that’s unbecoming ( Read more... )

I begged you not to go,
I begged you,
I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
And watched the floor as you retreated

I feel relieved telling someone about what's going on with me.  I don't feel so alone now.  It's nice to get it off my chest.  I'm in love with someone who has betrayed the fuck out of me and it doesn't matter.  I love them anyway, and ( Read more... )