i just don't know what the hell to do anymore. i love him too much for any of my decisions to be made rationally at this point. we need a vacation, to get away from our routine and our reasons to fight with each other, and to reaffirm and reconnect with what we initially fell for in each other. oh, i forgot, he is impossible so these things will ( Read more... )

Well things seem to be better but I'm not sure yet. We'll see, I guess...

I wish fairy tale happy endings were as easy to find as they are in the movies.

What did I do wrong? Why do I always eff things up? I thought it was something really good that I had going but apparently I was mistaken. I just wish that my perspective and my opinion made a difference, but it never does. No one can ever see through anyone else's eyes no matter how logical the other person's point of view is. You're not doing the ( Read more... )

I'm so smitten that I don't think I can easily walk away from this.

The complications are so worth it, at least I think they are...?

Ugh why does everything have to be so complicated???

Hanging out with someone you like once a week or less really makes you want them SO much more. That way, you don't (and can't) get sick of them. Plus, it makes your time together seem even better, but at the same time, you're constantly frustrated. Ugh. I am not quite sure if I should enjoy this or not. It's kinda teaching me to be patient but also ( Read more... )

Ehhhh... I guess I fucked up, but at this point in my life, as long as Summer is ok, so am I. She's wonderful. But whatev. We all make mistakes sometimes. It's all good.

It's funny how a baby can make even the most calloused people completely different (in a good way ).

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